breaking cycles

Breaking cycles is a lifelong journey full of adventures and misadventures. One cannot condemn oneself when one fails and one cannot take the glory for one’s successes. It’s grace that we are carried through and it’s grace we receive when we need it.

 

Breaking cycles requires vulnerability. It means we must open our hearts up to new ways of thinking and patterns and take risks at doing something new. We might fail or we might succeed, but we won’t know unless we try.

 

One of the most challenging aspects of vulnerability is the risk our heart’s take. And vulnerability isn’t weakness, it’s allowing yourself to be known for who you are. It’s inviting someone from the foyer of your heart into the heart of the home, allowing them to see the dishes stacked on the counter and dried food on the table. (Has anyone else had a guest absentmindedly scrape food off your table?)

 

You see, when I break cycles, I need to practice living a new way. I need to step out from being afraid of failure or repeating what I don’t want to repeat. It requires a certain level of vulnerability coupled with a great deal of bravery.

 

But it’s dangerous and I’ve been burned. I’ve been like a moth to a flame, drawn in close by the lightness and the brightness of someone’s acceptance only to be seared by their rejection.

 

I’ll never ever forget the times when I had to bear the brunt of someone’s confession:

It was easy for me to talk to new people and not for them and they were offended.

I cared too much about raising my kids with a consistent set of standards and it made them mad.

I wasn’t grateful enough and caused their depression.

I wasn’t the type of person they were hoping I would be.

 

These incidences find their place in my memories and make me wonder if breaking cycles is worth it. But for grace.

 

Last week, we talked about using our spiritual weapons to tear down strongholds and how important it is to remember the power that lives in us because of Christ in us. This week, it’s about grace.

 

The kind of grace that transforms and gives us the ultimate ability to break cycles, bring peace to painful memories, and overcome failures.

 

“And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.” 2 Corinthians 9:8.

 

This verse reminds us that God is able. He is able when emotions run together and doubt and despair overwhelm us. His grace comes to us because we come boldly to his throne room.

 

Will you? When your cycles seem to be breaking you instead of you breaking them, will you run to him and admit your need and reach for his grace?

 

You can break those cycles. You can be a cycle breaker. This is part of your identity in Christ because you are a new creation because of the work on the cross. You don’t have to stay locked in the cage of your habits and patterns; you are liberated to enjoy the abundance that God has for you.

 

The abundance of things like grace and goodness, kindness and love, strength and steadfastness.

 

But. Sometimes it doesn’t feel like it though. Sometimes we feel weak and broken down by our own failures and by other’s expectations.

 

Our weary hearts need a soft place to land and we have that in the arms of God receiving grace when we need it.

 

How does this work?

 

We catch our minds scattering down a path that leads us away from God. So we stop, we gather our thoughts, toss out the ones that don’t bring honor to Jesus, and then run right to the throne room and ask for grace. And our thoughts change from speculation and what if’s to settling on truth.

 

Or we know we’re going to see the person who’s words wounded us, so we pray ahead of time and ask God to remind us that he is near and then when we see that person, our spirits pray for grace while we interact and we see God move in us because we’re loving and responding with grace.

 

Breaking cycles draws us into a transformative relationship with Christ because we practice vulnerability with Him first, sending down deep roots into his love so that we can break those cycles that tear us and our relationships apart. We need not fear vulnerability for it is there that we find what we’re really looking for: strength to break cycles and live our lives as new creations because of Christ.

The Takeaway

 

Spend some time in prayer today laying out the areas that you need to break. Be honest and vulnerable.

 

Ask for grace to help you break the cycle and then believe that God has met you.

 

 

 

 

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